Dear Jerry,
It occurred to me yesterday after squeezing into my fat jeans that I need to stop comfort eating. So in "Just Laura" tradition the house has become my target. Ben and I got a lot done yesterday. Bekah came home today and was an even bigger help. I'm running around like an obsessive compulsive type A lunatic. I have to say not only will the house look really good in a couple hours (just kidding) but it keeps my mind of other stuff.
I miss you tremendously tonight. The kids are in bed and the house is quiet. I miss your face, your snuggles and so much more. The mood hit Thursday afternoon and I haven't been able to shake it. Even in the midst of busy work it's still there - I just work harder to push it down.
The tears just don't want to stop tonight. I think it's one of those nights where I need to curl up in bed and get it all out. I miss you greatly but at the same time there is a sliver of self pity as well. I love you sweetheart and can't wait to hear from you.
L
